Knowing when to go back to the basics is very important. Familiar places and faces help you to reach your place of peace. Stop trying to find peace and just place yourself in a peaceful environment, there is where you will find yourself once again.
That's what path I am on from now on. No more worrying, becoming anxious, or driving my loved ones (including myself) to the cliffs. My place of Zen has always been and will continue to be by the sides of my family!
Enjoying the simple pleasure of giving myself a pedicure!